Not sure if my porn addiction problems cause HOCD later in life or else I'm just gay denying...

I read your story dammit. Once you reach 3 months of NoFap evaluate your feelings.

 

I'm too afraid of continuing to have these fantasies and that I don't like women anymore.

 

You do want to make a change in your trajectory right?

 

Yeah, but i really think in gay in denial

 

Ok man, the last thing I'm going to say is just separate yourself from the porn long enough to evaluate yourself rationally. I hope you realize the porn, especially the sissy genre, is generating much of your inner turmoil.

 

I have to much fear

 

He's tryna help you bro damn. Take what he said serious and think about it.

 

Yes i know,but im very scared i could be gay in denial

 

What do u think about me as a gay in denial?