Now I feel free to share

Oh! Hi Brothers/Sisters,

Nice to meet you all. This is my story of porn and my personal hidings. I am sharing openly for the first time. I don't feel regret for that.

I think I am started porn before 11 years. I knew it was kind of time wasting and causing some other mind problem. But still I couldn't stop that. Before porn from my childhood, I felt something wrong about females (it may be shy, flirt, ego, etc). It continues now also. I don't have any female friends. It is obvious that I am staying alone maximum time. I can not talk to girls freely like how I am talking to a boy.

In a corner of my mind, it says that porn may be the boosting agent for these kind of feeling about girls. Also, I understood that watching porn is an unnecessary activity that distracts me from what I planned to do. I want to spend my time in studying for some competitive exams. Previously I searched so much in internet to stop porn and get rid of it. Yet it did not work on me. I will have so much motive to stop porn almost everyday morning but I will always get back to porn whenever I going to sleep at night. So Please give some advice to overcome this??

But after joining here in NoFap, I have some different feeling that tells me I can stop porn. I stopped watching porn before 7 days. It went good. But whenever I am staying alone for study or some other works, porn feelings are coming to my mind. At that time, i am coming to NoFap and it changes that feeling. Because it encourage me to ask some suggestion to overcome the porn to so many people. Of course, I have so many doubts in porn, mastrubation and orgasm. I will definitely discuss them with you all.

So that's it. Thanks.

...All is well...