One good thing about PMO

That’s actually a pretty awesome observation... And the mentioning of ‘embracing the sadness’ of the whole situation, that’s gold. Because, without acceptance there is no possibility of recovery.

 

kept me 'virgin'

now I'm preserving

 

Thats a really smart and positive way to look at life. I did some bad stuff in my life and made bad decisions, nowadays instead of complaining and being harsh on myself all the time i try to meditate on it, i learned the hard way how to try to be the best version of myself, and sometimes when u are in those dark times you actually see how everyone and the world is even worse sometimes and you can still rise above everyone because deep inside you know whats right and what you can do to improve. It is a hard thing these days a person that can look at herself/himself and see the bad habits they have and think about what they can do to improve their lives. We are better people everyday because we are trying to overcome or own demons in silence.

 

This is very deep
And I have always believed that I am my biggest enemy and biggest friend.....
Even bhagwada Gita has a quote similar to this.....

 

Great amount of self control...

 

Not normal Coolyorky? No one is normal I know I'm not (don't mean to offend anyone), what is normal?

Watching P is the social norm, (social norm = to please society not ourselves), we can't always please society and please ourselves, or not of the whole of society. you deciding to stop watching P is the morally right thing to do.