P.M.O Free - Rest of 2016

I just wrote this goal down on paper.

From this day, there are 40 days remaining in the year. I will enter 2017 with a 40 day streak.

NO P
NO M
NO O
NO Edging

- Meditate daily
- Read this goal out loud in the morning and before bed
- Workout
- Read

 

Got it moving so far, I read that piece of paper I wrote every morning when I wake up and every night before I sleep. Building strength and desire to win and to change.

 

going on 6. I feel like a beast. I'm getting super powers already some how. today a few girls waved at me at the mall. dudes get out of my way when I walk. I have a lot of confidence and energy. I'm more aggressive and wittier. I feel like I possess a radiant energy. my balls really hurt today. excruciating pain actually. I've heard of the phenomena, but in the 2 years I've been here it hasn't really happened to me. I feel a massive amount of sexual energy, seems to be below the belt right now. need to transmute it now and stay focused to continue to reap the benefits. this is just the beginning

 

Day 7.

feeling a bit off today. a bit uninspired, lacking overall energy in general. had a slight urge to pmo, but this was not because I was horny. it was actually cus I was feeling off. I recognized the feeling, and kept myself busy. gonna take a nap, watch some bball and regroup. tomorrow will be better. happy that I've made it to 7 days so far.

 

thank you. i made it thru. feeling better too. gonna meditate in a bit and call it a night.

 

day 9. i had some urges to watch p today. was kinda in a bad mood for a bit, felt a bit anxious for no apparent reason. i pushed thru it, i feel good about it now. i kept thinking about my goal that i wrote, and read everyday. im glad i made it thru. the rest of the day was nice. i had a good day at work, flirted quite a bit with a really attractive co-worker. she seemed drawn to me. i know if i had relapsed, that wouldnt have been the case and i wouldnt have enjoyed the rest of the day as much.

tmr is day 10. my last biggest streak in a while is 9, so im making progress. gonna close out nov strong.

 

I'm doing well. I'm at day 12. I feel great! I'm happier, more energetic, confident, funnier lol. I wouldn't even call it super powers. I think it's just me being able to be me. I'm determined to keep going.

 

i strongly disagree. i think youre missing the point of meditating. theres many ways to do it... visualization being one, where you visualize desired goals, and outcomes in your life as if theyve already happened. then theres the type where you focus on your breathing, lettting thoughts come and go. being objective and honest with yourself. i feel like you should look into it more as it could help you like its helped many people on this journey.