Please Help Me...I can't take this anymore.

hey i guess things are bad for you now but keep calm. at times, i feel the same way you do. i used to be in a university but bcoz of PMO i dropped out. i only did 2 semesters bachelor's deg. that was in 2015. from jan 2016 until now i've been struggling with PMO, failing to seriously take up studying again although i've already enrolled for a part time deg, inner faith crisis, unemployment, family relationship strains, having no money, living off my parents, borrowing from my siblings bla3

but life goes on and aside from my own poor decisions, life keeps throwing great things at me. mind you im still struggling with all the things i said above but life is still bright, im still here

so i just like to recommend 2 things:-

#1 stay true to yourself. keep at it. its great that you recognize your own potential. in my case i had to deal with people putting their expectations on me but i keep failing. that made me lose my self esteem a lot and i really doubted my own abilities and what i can do. but i've learned along the way that no matter the mistakes i did or continue doing, inside i'll always be me. its important not to lose yourself and having no grounds on which to come back up

#2 get an accountability partner or AP. help and get help. no reason to do this alone while we're right here on nofap. in my experience in real life, having my own brother around me more instead of trying to solve things by myself and ending up being very selfish thinking my problems are all there is has been great at keeping off PMO, i havent gone on entirely without relapsing but im doing better than before. i listened to his problems, helped a bit with his work, etc. so now i'm taking the next step trying to find an AP. i couldn't have my bro as my AP, i open up to him about my other problems from time to time but PMO is still awkward to share up front even though he knows i have this problem. so nofap is the perfect go-to

btw, personally i prefer having an accountability group, 3 or more guys but not too many, for more involvement. better than just 2 guys. haven't started a thread bcoz i found this one

https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.p...europe-spain-looking-for-ap-long-term.176582/

hoping it works out. all up to you to get in on it if you're interested

hope you get better at staying off PMO