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Over the past few years I’ve been dealing with an addiction to adderall/porn. This addiction has led to lost jobs, ruined relationships, horrible judgement, and crippling debt. My life has been a complete mess. I have received therapy/treatment over the past year and I know I just need to eliminate adderall as it’s directly tied to the PMO addiction (without it I have no urges or compulsive behaviors). I made it 5 months without porn/adderall until this past week. I took some adderall from a friend and it was all downhill from there. I know I can get back on track but this slip up has me questioning a lot and brought me to this site. I’m worried about the damage I’ve already caused my brain because even at 5 months I still didn’t completely feel like myself again. I know it takes time and I need to be patient I just wanted to hear from people who have actually gotten to the point where they genuinely feel like themselves again. I’ve included a few questions below any advice or thoughts would really be appreciated
- Has anyone with adderall/porn addiction been able to rewire their brain so they weren’t into specific things in porn? If so, how long did it take? The adderall has led me to things I feel disgusted about
- When do you start feeling like yourself again?
- Has the addiction caused you to lose a sense of love for others? I struggle with this and feel like it’s even hard liking new people that I’m dating
Over the past few years I’ve been dealing with an addiction to adderall/porn. This addiction has led to lost jobs, ruined relationships, horrible judgement, and crippling debt. My life has been a complete mess. I have received therapy/treatment over the past year and I know I just need to eliminate adderall as it’s directly tied to the PMO addiction (without it I have no urges or compulsive behaviors). I made it 5 months without porn/adderall until this past week. I took some adderall from a friend and it was all downhill from there. I know I can get back on track but this slip up has me questioning a lot and brought me to this site. I’m worried about the damage I’ve already caused my brain because even at 5 months I still didn’t completely feel like myself again. I know it takes time and I need to be patient I just wanted to hear from people who have actually gotten to the point where they genuinely feel like themselves again. I’ve included a few questions below any advice or thoughts would really be appreciated
- Has anyone with adderall/porn addiction been able to rewire their brain so they weren’t into specific things in porn? If so, how long did it take? The adderall has led me to things I feel disgusted about
- When do you start feeling like yourself again?
- Has the addiction caused you to lose a sense of love for others? I struggle with this and feel like it’s even hard liking new people that I’m dating