Starting a new life

Discussion in 'New to NoFap' started by nereo, Aug 25, 2018.

  1. nereo

    nereo Fapstronaut

    Hello everybody,

    I'm a 24 years old guy, and I have been addicted to PMO for too many years. I decided that I want to be completely honest with you guys of this community, because I need to talk with somebody about it.

    Today I finally decided to take my life back and stop making it depending on porn.

    I don't know why and how porn has become my worst addiction. All this time and effort, entire nights spent looking at a screen instead of sleeping, entire days thrown away instead of being out enjoying my life with friends, with my family, even loosing lots of hours or work (I am a freelancer), in order to get... what? 30 seconds of fake pleasure... and once they are gone, all that remains is just a sense of emptiness and loneliness. I guess that the moment in which you look at yourself in the mirror wondering "What am I really doing with my life?", is the right moment to make the change.

    PMO addiction is ruining my sexual life and my relationships as well, sometimes I even feel like having sex is not as exciting as masturbating. Sometimes I feel like a real woman is less exciting than one seen in a video, even giving me erection problems. The last time it happened was yesterday night, and it made me feel like the worst loser in the world, because I could feel that the problem was generated by my addiction. I'm dating a girl, and I really like her, and she doesn't deserve this. Guys, is there anything sadder? I was used to be another person once, I know, I can still remember. It hurts a lot thinking about it, I feel so bad right now, and I'm scared that can happen again.

    I am starting from today, because I can't wait no more. I already tried another time, without success. I know it will be hard, painful, but this time I am ready for everything. And at the end I'll win, I know, and finally that so much hated porn will be out my life.
     
  2. Welcome to nofap, you've come to the right place. This is a great site and there are a lot of really cool people here all with very similar goals. It sounds like you got your mind in the right direction which is always the first step. Good luck to you and if you have any questions feel free to ask :)
     
  3. nereo

    nereo Fapstronaut

    Thank you, I think I'm going to open my journal soon, I am sure it will be helpful
     
  4. Goodluck on this journey:)))))))))))))0
    Hope you build the life you want remember set goals and ask questions
    YOU ARE NOT ALONE!
     
  5. nereo

    nereo Fapstronaut

    Thank you! Not being alone in this makes me feel much, much better :)
     

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