nereo
Fapstronaut
Hello everybody,
I'm a 24 years old guy, and I have been addicted to PMO for too many years. I decided that I want to be completely honest with you guys of this community, because I need to talk with somebody about it.
Today I finally decided to take my life back and stop making it depending on porn.
I don't know why and how porn has become my worst addiction. All this time and effort, entire nights spent looking at a screen instead of sleeping, entire days thrown away instead of being out enjoying my life with friends, with my family, even loosing lots of hours or work (I am a freelancer), in order to get... what? 30 seconds of fake pleasure... and once they are gone, all that remains is just a sense of emptiness and loneliness. I guess that the moment in which you look at yourself in the mirror wondering "What am I really doing with my life?", is the right moment to make the change.
PMO addiction is ruining my sexual life and my relationships as well, sometimes I even feel like having sex is not as exciting as masturbating. Sometimes I feel like a real woman is less exciting than one seen in a video, even giving me erection problems. The last time it happened was yesterday night, and it made me feel like the worst loser in the world, because I could feel that the problem was generated by my addiction. I'm dating a girl, and I really like her, and she doesn't deserve this. Guys, is there anything sadder? I was used to be another person once, I know, I can still remember. It hurts a lot thinking about it, I feel so bad right now, and I'm scared that can happen again.
I am starting from today, because I can't wait no more. I already tried another time, without success. I know it will be hard, painful, but this time I am ready for everything. And at the end I'll win, I know, and finally that so much hated porn will be out my life.
I'm a 24 years old guy, and I have been addicted to PMO for too many years. I decided that I want to be completely honest with you guys of this community, because I need to talk with somebody about it.
Today I finally decided to take my life back and stop making it depending on porn.
I don't know why and how porn has become my worst addiction. All this time and effort, entire nights spent looking at a screen instead of sleeping, entire days thrown away instead of being out enjoying my life with friends, with my family, even loosing lots of hours or work (I am a freelancer), in order to get... what? 30 seconds of fake pleasure... and once they are gone, all that remains is just a sense of emptiness and loneliness. I guess that the moment in which you look at yourself in the mirror wondering "What am I really doing with my life?", is the right moment to make the change.
PMO addiction is ruining my sexual life and my relationships as well, sometimes I even feel like having sex is not as exciting as masturbating. Sometimes I feel like a real woman is less exciting than one seen in a video, even giving me erection problems. The last time it happened was yesterday night, and it made me feel like the worst loser in the world, because I could feel that the problem was generated by my addiction. I'm dating a girl, and I really like her, and she doesn't deserve this. Guys, is there anything sadder? I was used to be another person once, I know, I can still remember. It hurts a lot thinking about it, I feel so bad right now, and I'm scared that can happen again.
I am starting from today, because I can't wait no more. I already tried another time, without success. I know it will be hard, painful, but this time I am ready for everything. And at the end I'll win, I know, and finally that so much hated porn will be out my life.
