Day 1 Attempt 7. Relapsed yesterday, but don't worry. I'll always try again, no matter how many times it'll take.
Hang in there, I agree, no matter how long it takes. I could never imagine just going back to using porn like it was nothing. The stuff is absolutely toxic.
Day 5, Youngling Yeah, once you've made the realization how harmful porn is, there is no going back mentally. Even during my worst and longest relapses, there was never a point where I went back to my old way of thinking that porn is harmless. I try to rationalize it, sure, but deep down I know that I'm lying to myself.
Hello Emperor @Marcus Aurelius and everyone else at the Temple. I feel that I may be Force Sensitive. I would like to join as a Youngling. I don't like sand. It's coarse and rough and irritating and it gets everywhere. Not like here. Here everything is soft and smooth.
Welcome to the Jedi Temple! I have a question. I see that you have a banner in your signature in addition to your counter. How did you do it? When I try to add a banner, I get this error message: Your signature may only have 1 image(s). I've been thinking of adding an optional banner for the Jedi Temple, but I could never figure it out.
Rank 0 Youngling Thank you for your welcome. I hope to be a Master Jedi some day. I found the ticker website and on my signature I chose add image and copied and pasted the URL address of my designed ticker. I then saved it and added my counter afterward. So be it... Jedi.
The Urss has Fallen.My long streak of 60 days has been broken by th Dark Force, has been 25 days since I have been breaking streaks of 8 or 7 days. The reason beacause I fell was because I didnt perfomed the way I wanted in a Chess Tourney, I mean it wasnt bad , it was regular, but I was hoping on winning. I blamed nofap,I told myself that doesnt help a s**t , but I reconsider the idea, and found out the reason of not winning was because I traveled 8 hours before the tourney and couldnt sleep well, NoFap doesnt make everything perfect, its just a supplement. Overall the perfomance in school was going good , but when I stopped doing nofap, the benefits were gone, I got more depression,I lost 100 hundred points of ELO in chess online,I had less energy and my mental speed and clarity were gone. Now Im not more ashamed of my failure in this group, thats why im back here. Im gonna rebirth as a Phoenix ,like the URSS will do. Lets defeat life´- Day 2 Youngling
Uh, I may be a Day 2 Youngling... but I got bad vibes about this dude. What do I know though? Maybe he'll bring balance to the Force.
Day 1 Youngling I thought I had been managing my addiction and then Covid19 hit. The stresses of being laid off and my responsibility to teach my children as they were just being provided with handouts from their teachers put an exorbitant amount of stress on me, leading to me acting out again. To avoid the porn, I turned to Movie Streaming - i.e. Disney Plus - to curb my severe boredom and I renewed my interest in Star Wars. I have watched all Skywalker movies + the two stand alones. I heard about the Mandalorian, sort of heard about the Clone Wars, but never heard of Rebels. I have watched both seasons of the Mandalorian, the Clone Wars (including Season 7) and yesterday I concluded the final episode of Rebels. You must complete the training.