Checking in Fellowship!! Good day so far, study some reboot material in the morning and have a good family lunch. Later on i will do a run in the woods. Life´s good Checking out. Have a great day brotherhood!! And a great week ahead!! New quest item: "316 days – In the tower among the debris and spoils, you found a mithril coat, a part of the dwarven treasure hoard from the Lonely Mountain. Light as a feather and as hard as dragon-scales, it will protect you against porn attacks. Quest Item – Mithril Coat "
Day 8! I feel angry about some stupid things , I'm trying to figure out how to manage it. Feeling that I'm making a problem bigger than it is. Yestarday middle urges, Try to be with people to dont relapse.
18 days It has been calm since day 14, but today was tough. Since the moment I woke up the PMO forces have been attacking me. I think they sieged me during the night and woke me up half an hour before my alarm. Things got worse when I unexpectedly got alone in the house during the afternoon. Basically, I had to survive a Cave Troll level urge.
Despite going after pleasure and neglecting work this whole day, I didn't watch porn and I didn't masturbate. I'd love to have started today but now it's again "tomorrow". I know exactly what I need to do, so start! and don't look back!
Day 93 Not much sleep and an early morning caused me to feel pretty downbeat for most of the day, thankfully no urges but off to bed now to catch up on rest!
I am on day 10 and have become a Uruk-hai. Looking forward to becoming a good guy hopefully. I have not had a lot of urges to look at porn, but the random urges for release have been trying to take me over. I will be standing my ground.
Tomorrow, the sweet hobbit life begins hopefully ! And the journey to Mount Doom. Started reading The Two Towers for extra motivation !