UPDATE. STORIES.

I lasted 107 Days.
August 16, 2017 - December 1, 2017.
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attraction.
first story. this girl I hadnt talked to in over 5 years contacted me thru snapchat. I asked her how she found me and she gave me some bullshit answer but anyways.

I hadnt talked to her in that long and then I went to see her and she mentioned that my ex girlfriend had been asking her about me (RECENTLY) and another ex girlfriend too asked her the same.

After that day she kept texting me everyday. of course i had no interest cause of nofap and my goals.

this all happened around day 40 of nofap (no sex, no porn, no ejaculation, and no wet dreams)
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when i did nofap for 2 months awhile back ago i met a really good girl then lost her after failing nofap to porn.
the next time on the 100 day streak i met TWO beautiful girls, both very supportive and they're still here.
not going to lie after i failed the 100 day streak they both started to feel distant. but i gotta stay on this 7 day streak and focus. Im grateful for their support it changes my whole mindset.
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Next thing. I produce beats/instrumentals.

this is the amount I made.
about productivity:

Before NOFAP:
JAN 2017 to end of JULY 2017 = 114 beats

WHEN NOFAP BEGAN: AUGUST 16th-2017

I made the decision to get commited and consistently work.
its both making a decision and nofap. nofap helps.

AUGUST 2017 = 130 beats
SEPTEMBER 2017 = 156 beats
OCTOBER 2017 = 128 beats
NOVEMBER 2017 = 68 Beats

I started doing what I did in 7 months in every month.
so I became 7x MORE PRODUCTIVE.

I learned a lot during this time.
and it all felt easy.
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(right at december 1st was the relapse)

DECEMBER 2017 = 65 Beats
(I was also starting to get very depressed about my progress slowing down with my music and nofap)
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now Im at day 7.
this has been hell but im back.

i made 140 beats JANUARY-2018
AND I finally am developing my own style..

I got to work with artist that are well known and got on the radio twice all during nofap.. (for the first time)

edit:
I started working out and waking up every morning before 5am since this new 7 day streak. no alarm. i want to wake up and work.

anyway thats it. this works. ill stick with it. decision made.
What do you think? is this all sounding like coincidences/irrelevant?

 

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