WEIRD Masturbation Habits

Okay, looks like I screwed up again, I woke up half asleep and PMO-ed about 2 hours ago or so, then when I got done I realized what I was doing, this isn't easy, but I am going to keep at it and starting right now I am going to try to avoid P for 45 days (until July 16th or 17th) so let's see how it goes, blah! I just wasn't thinking I guess, old habits are hard to break some times.

 

I had time to think while I was at work about my recent screw up and I do feel a little bad but at the same time I feel determined to beat this, my hopes is I can make the full 45 days in a row without looking at any porn then I can move onto 45 days with no masturbation AND no porn, if it wasn't for all you guys and this site, I think I would have probably given up by now and just continued to be ashamed but yet continued to PMO and allow myself to become more warped, thank you all so much for your support, you always have my support and my loyalty, it's not everyday I run into some really strong,determined, and unique individuals who wish to rise to a higher level in their lives, it's a shame that the majority of the people aren't like you or me and share the same thoughts and feelings, but with a little hope and strength and if we all stick together, that could be one day and the pro-fappers can be the minority which they should, my own counselor gave me that trash about how it's okay to masturbate and how animals do it and all that, I really hope she says that to me again, I am going to scoff and say ''How much more superior I am to a mere animal darling!" and yes, we are, just because someone has masturbated or does doesn't necessarily make them a bad person, it's more of a personal choice but I think they'd feel much better and come to a higher level in life if they adopted the NoFap way.

 

Very interesting thoughts guys! I'll come back to write some ideas! Thanks for the interesting reading!

 

Just as I suspected - I'm a weirdo.