Welcome to friends and allies

I'm 16 years old boy from PL, turning 17 in January, I practice judo since almost 8 years, my friends have always considered me as a funny person, not caring much about people's opinions, and no one really mess up with me simply, though I'm not confident nor bully ( just because I could be ), I never really been into relationships because I was too childish and when I grown up I started PMO, don't remember when exactly but surely about 13 years old. So it has been.. like years.
Makes me depressed when I think of it now. The porn I watched was becoming more and more dominant and kinda brutal towards girls, so I was just aiming to please myself ( and the image of treating women as objects became kinda sick I guess )
Long story short ===>
In August I got to know and started to interest in topic of NoFap, and I fit into the image this website is describing, low motivation, depressed, seeing less and less goals in life. Ugh. Actually I realized that I'm not a loser. I have friends, hobby, i'm not fat, ( ugly neither, I hope ^^ ) so it's not so bad, I just lost the battle with my own mind and get addicted to some highly paid ladies with idealized bodies which I turn on my laptop ( I used to*) . So I started the challenge in September, I installed the app and noticed my progress...I'm not imressed anyway
Calendar:
September
Absence-NoFap
4th to 12th ( pretty good, but still not enough )
13th to 15th ^^'
16th till today ( I was fapping anyway, I just didn't cum so I guess it's not counting )

Today I did it again, Fap to some pixels on the screen of my laptop, I finished and felt like a cr*p and decided to really force myself, end with this, I registered here and written down all of this I wanted to share, I wanna end up with this and gain benefits because I don't even remember a thing which made me feel happy or satisfied ( besides 18+ content on my laptop or smartphone when I'm alone at home )
So I'm looking for some advices from you guys with quiting PMO for good. Thanks in advance and all the best !

 

Hey, thanks for the wishes, I hope I will reach 30 days, and when I am able to do it then 90 days shouldn't be a problem, right ?