josephjp01
Fapstronaut
This is kind of difficult but i guess all of you started here. Some months ago I realized that I had a serious addiction to masturbation and but i though that if i could stay a week wothout doing it then it wasnt an addiction at all. I could not achieve it and and actually I kept doing it as if nothing until yesterday. I do not know why but I realized that this is a problem and maybe if I did it a couple times a week it would be normal but actually what I do happens to be a very extreme addiction that I obviously do not feel proud. I have read some posts here since yesterday and let me say that it is an addiction what I have but I do not stop doing other stuff for doing masturbation. I guess i do it just for pleasure i dont really know. I have always been a very quiet and very serious person to the point that I am sure that people see me as a bad person. I tried to change that a bit but the thing is that I'm really a very serious person. What I've read in some forums is that PMO can make me antisocial so I think my challenge would be to stop being that way because although I have friends I do not feel it's easy for me to make new ones. I have been abstinent for almost two days and I think it has been difficult but not as difficult as I expected, but just the day after I started abstinence I woke up very sick with a headache, fever and a lot of discomfort and I do not know if this is related to abstinence or it is just bad luck. What i want to obtain with this is probably to become y nice person with other and maybe to excercise more because i am really really slim and i dont like it.
