After about years of doing nofap... I could recall normally people under 3 months or 6 months brain will reboot... They no longer attached to what considered obsession no more... Mean while me, i have been doing for over years start from vanilla porn to different genres you name it... (U can checked my post history i made about the same topic months ago) It almost 5 years that my transwoman fetish never truly goes away... Picture a girl with pussy don't turn me on since i ruined my brain from early transwoman porn addicted... Felt like my brain underdeveloped. As nowadays I viewed a pretty women with a dick turned me on... I got stronger erection than pussy... The fact that i view them as sex objects instead of genuine attraction and form a emotional connection I don't have, instead i just wanna use trans as a pleasure to feed my fantasize fetishes.... The facts after years my brain still like this .... All i have towards women is emotional connections instead of sexually, thought about genuine intimacy instead of thinking about sex... while so, not having a girlfriend making things 10 times worsening... I do not want to see reassurance or ruminating since my GAD will worseing the doubt. someone from other posted told me i mist rewind my brain through real sex, is the final destination of the journey, i agree about mental delay from porn damaged... Do you actually believe that hardcore porn addiction can really ruined the brain that'll caused underdeveloped?
I felt the same way before. Then i got back into the real world by going to college. I remembered how much i love women and their natural femininity. Everything about them is perfection. I see men and feel nothing. The female body is divine art. But i still struggle with trans porn. After finally being able to abstain for 8 days once, i relapsed and i was able to see through the porn brain and notice every single trans "woman" looks like a mutilated man. Surgery done on the face, wide shoulders and no real hips every time. Everything about real women is better. Their proportions, their smell, their voice, the way they walk. Its all natural and way better than a fake imitation. The only way out is through. Do you want to be touching yourself to men dressing as women? Or do you want a real woman, with real feminine energy?
