shemale addicition

After about years of doing nofap... I could recall normally people under 3 months or 6 months brain will reboot... They no longer attached to what considered obsession no more... Mean while me, i have been doing for over years start from vanilla porn to different genres you name it... (U can...

Hello everyone, due to my miserable situation right now I want to share my addiction story with you all: I am 25, quite good looking and fit, and live in South Germany. Right now I am living with my parants and my younger brother again. Since Feb 2023 I am working as a controller in an...

My transwoman fetish never fully gone after years of doing nofap... I just went on Instagram search hot transwoman not nudity etc... As i was scrolling i saw bunches of images i did not want to see, like an ass with string on, i was watching even though in my head thought it's not fully nudity...

Finally I decided to sign up at NoFap and share my story in order to get over the hump and finally manage to change, overcome, outgrow, reboot, repair, heal. I'm sure this will be one of the longest posts here and I'm sure my case is one of the most severe. I will appreciate every comment...

15 years, that is how long I have been exposed to porn. The most amount of time I have been without it at any given time is probably a week or so. I hate to say it, but it seems to me that porn is part of who I am. It's something I need, like water or food. I choose porn over sex. I choose porn...

I didn't really explain my problem with porn thoroughly in my introduction as it didn't seem entirely appropriate for it, but a month later my problems with porn have begun to feel even worse. It's one many of you have heard time and again based on the number of posts I've encountered on this...

Hi guys, First of all sorry for my spelling, english is not my first language so for that I struggle writing. Secondly, my advise may not apply to all the people that have this kind of addiction. I have been clean of that kind of porn for 3 months now. What it is helping me it’s to understand...

My life is destroyed. I was 12 when i start mastrubation. When straight porn become boring i accidentally start transwoman porn(at age 16, pussy was boring, anal was cool), i had inner conflict every day and every week. It's makes me HOCD. At age 20 i saw some gay porn, lower part like but i had...

Hello. I'm 22 years old. I've always liked being dominated by women. However, for a few years now I started watching femdom themed porn. Since that time, I can't masturbate to other movies anymore. It has to be pegging / foot fetish / sissy / transwoman / cuckold and other femdom porns. I can't...

So yesterday I fapped without P since the tension was too much and it was really painful. And I felt much better than I would have if i relapsed to porn. What are your thoughts on this? And during the week I felt like my sensitivity was awakened again which felt really good but I also struggled...

Hello guys! 23 y-o guy here. Hope that somebody can help me a little bit because i'm really stucked now. I realized that I need help and here is the right place. At young age, like 10 y.o., i woke up at 2 am night like and i saw my dad fap on asian transwoman porn. This is really weird, strange for...

I'm a porn addict, shamefully addicted to transwoman porn, it's been causing me serious depression and also over the years has made me lose myself by drawing in....I have tried on my own accord to stop, each time I fail and honestly I think I enjoy it. I need help, I have had issues climaxing...

I’ve been in the midst of trans porn addiction for far too long and I need to stop before it’s too late! In the past year, I feel like I’m at the stage where woman are becoming less attractive which scares the hell out of me. Now when I’m having sex with woman I’m fantasying that it’s a trans...

Hello guys I just wondered if any of you in here has experienced this? Personally when I was deep into my porn addiction I also became sex addicted, and I was acting out with transwomen and I always ended up filled with anxiety and shame plus guilt! know it's crazy but I guess porn really can...

Wow! It’s been a little while since I’ve been on here. So, if you aren’t familiar with my previous posts, I’m 17 and I was addicted to transwoman/sissy porn for a while. About a year ago, I decided it was time to change, but it wasn’t as easy as I thought it would be. When I first tried to quit, I...

So I recently broke up with my girlfriend after over 2 years, and since the breakup my porn urges has been a lot stronger and I have relapsed a lot! And one of the things I escalated into was transwoman porn and that's not something I'm proud of! I binged a lot of porn and then that transwoman stuff...

Hey guys, I’m almost 2 whole weeks without masturbation! Yesterday was tough, but today was a little easier to handle. I haven’t exercised yet this week, which I don’t think is doing my confidence any good, but I’m going to try to tonight. The transwoman porn urges are still extremely strong, even...

I speak with a transwoman, and I don’t know if I should meet her or not? I didn’t fap for 4 days. But I don’t know how it will make me feel meeting one, because I stopped the sissy and the transwoman porn. I need an advice.

Hi ! I already posted a topic here, but it didn’t go so well. it was 8 months ago. Since then, things I guess got a little bit worst. first I would like to say I think I am straight. I have feeling for women, and right now I’m in a relation ship which is going good and I have fun having...

hello as I mentioned I’m 15, I started watching porn when I was 11 normal porn, at 13 something I started watching transwoman porn idk why, it disgusts me at this point, at 14 I started questioning my sexuality as I couldn’t get hard to normal porn or anything, but saw that I’m 100% straight and...

Hello friends, good morning/afternoon/evening! As I have joined this community officially a few days ago I wish to post about something that troubles me. I've been attempting nofap throughout this year, and for some time I have struggled with a trap porn fetish. As most of you know already...

Hey there, I wanna talk about fetish porn. When I would read people getting into the topic of transwoman porn most people would reply or state that it’s heterosexual and most Straight men are victims.Which is true but all types of people like different types of genres man, EVERYBODY HAS A FETISH...

Hi everyone, I‘am a 19 years old heterosexual guy who masturbates to often. I have PIED and cannot „O“ While having Sex with my GF. I Started to MO at the age of 11 while looking at Bikini photos of women or fantasizing about women or girls. At this time i was aroused within seconds and Would...

Hi everyone, I‘am a 19 years old heterosexual guy who masturbates to often. I have PIED and cannot „O“ While having Sex with my GF. I Started to MO at the age of 11 while looking at Bikini photos of women or fantasizing about women or girls. At this time i was aroused within seconds and Would...

Hi guys, just found this, it can offer some insight into the reasons why we get addicted and how to overcome them. I am going to start doing 1 hour of meditation a day from this day on and try to realise and understand that i am insignificant, and once i realise that the need to be stimulated...

This is my 1st post here so I’ll try and explain without writing a novel!!! I’ve been married to my husband 22 years (our anniversary is this Friday) and we have been together 24 years. Throughout our whole marriage our sex drives have been at opposite ends of the scale. I have a high Sex drive...

Hi guys! I'm gonna tell you my story about this all messed up things. Well, all started when I started watching porn, maybe 12? Don't even remember to be honest... Well, since I found porn I've been masturbating minimum once per day and now I'm 21 so yeah, it's been a long time... At 17-18 I...

Hi NoFappers, I'm new to this and just on the way to becoming free of porn addiction. I'll do my best to be on point to not waste anybody's time. Also english isn't my first language = sorry for any mistakes. Here it goes. I started masturbating when I was 14. My preference of porn back then...

Hey everybody, I want to share my story for some advice and of course some encouragement and help. Forgive me if my english is not great but it's not my native language , please bear with me through this long story as a little of your time can help me a lot. My story involves porn addiction in...

Well, to start off I'm 25 years old and my name is Dave I'm currently in a relationship with my girlfriend we have been together for over a year now. Before I met her I was deep into my porn addiction and my taste got warped into transwoman stuff and occasionally gay porn but primarily transwoman...

It feels as if I've made Hundreds of these posts but now, I'm sure this is my last one. My last 2 posts where about being addicted to transwomen and and the guilt and shame of sending nudes. Well todays post is about both. I got up today at 9:30 and everything was going good. I don't know what got...

hi I started the challenge but I have some questions. I already at day 4 And i have no limit for myself. I feel already much better I was addicted to transwomen and sissy porn including hypnosis. I used to have sex 2 times a day and still masturbating from time to time. I felt guilty so...

I've never in my entire life posted a thread on a forum before so this is a first. I'm a 24 years old male and recently I started seeing this girl that turned my whole world upside down. I am in those first stages of love with the butterflies and everything and I am more happier than I've ever...

I know that if I distract myself by just playing video games my mood won't improve, I'll obviously stay depressed. But my question is if I did reboot while just doing the same things (except PMOing of course), would that even help to return my brain to it's default wiring? I would still go to...

I’m joining NoFap today because I just PMO’d to gay porn. I felt like I was going to puke afterwords. I’ve been watching porn since I was 13 I’m now 23, and I was addicted as early as high school. A cycle of increased “taboo-ness” marked my descent into porn addiction. After “regular” scenes...

hi guys I’m really struggling with my obsession to transwoman/trans porn. It’s pretty much the only thing that gets me off. I’m a 32 year old straight married make. I had to do a medical semen sample recently and struggled to O. The minute I watched some trans/transwoman p, i came within...

Hello, am 15 years old and I masturbate on porn since am 12. The first time I watched a porn I was around 7 years old. I was on my dads pc to play some online games and then I saw Youporn so I clicked on the website and started watching, I didn't really know what sex was. Some years later when I...

After reading countless threads online I figured it was time to make my own account and seek personalized help. I am a huge fan and supporter of this site and all the great people and positivity it brings! (HUGE TRIGGER WARNING!!!) (TRIGGER WARNING!!) (TRIGGER WARNING!!) I’m not sure where to...

hey guys i have a trans/ fem boy fetish that i got whole watching porn. the longest streak i did was 25 days and my horniess for women sorta came back but as soon as i relapsed for 3 days it started over:( am i truly bi? if i was bi i would accept it but i have no attraction towards men and i...

Hi, I'm an italian student, i'm 19 years old. I'm here to reeboot, but for do it i NEED to tell someone my story. Before start i should apologise for my english :emoji_sweat::emoji_sweat:. I started watching porn al 12-13 years, at the begining it was just occasionally but then it becames more...

Hi , I'm Matt, I'm new here just to say hi. Introduce myself. I'm 22 and a recovering alcoholic with 11 months sobriety however I am struggling with my transwoman porn addiction, I consider myself straight and only find women attractive however I have only ever watched transwoman porn. I keep joining...

Hi everyone, New to the site but been looking at few threads over the past 12 days, I mainly started this nofap because my pmo addiction eventually went from straight to transwoman and tbh fcked my head big time and eventually engaged with a few due to this. Day 12 and i have had a few urges...

Hey everyone, my name is Marcus. At 25 I can safely admit for the first time to anyone that I have been addicted to pornography for about 15 years now. I have more vivid memories of the first time I watched porn than the first time I shot a basketball with my dad. It has really taken over my...