Wet dreams

...I don't like because:

1. They make me feel like I relapsed.
2. They are often pornish.
3. I have to change underwear in the middle of the night.

Especially this week I have had 2 of them within 5 days space. I didn't like that because before that I went really long without any. An it seems that when I am into the dream I feel right before the O that this is something I don't want to, but it still happens.

I used to practice meditation and that might help, but I have been to lousy lately and haven't practised.

Anyway i have an upcoming concert and the body seems a little stressed, but I am well prepared to do the concert so I don't know what is the reason for it.


I am currently on a day between 80 and 90.