What's the Panic Button?

Much love to all of you here and I'm glad I finally joined.I'm 28 and I've been watching Porn since I was 12.Thats 16 long years smh.It's crazy you don't realize how many years pass since the beginning of your addiction but I guess time flies when you're having what we all thought was "fun".I'm on day 13 and things are running pretty Smooth as of right now.Ive gone a year and a half before back in 2013 so this isn't my first rodenly difference with this time is I haven't had sex in a year so the whole connecting with an actual person will be a challenge for me.I don't get out much and haven't been attracted to anybody in awhile but I'm looking to change all that.So,now that y'all know a little bit about me,explain to me what the hell this panic button is about before I push it out of curiosity.

 

I appreciate that my man.And honestly it was rough getting through that year and a half,lol.I was in a relationship when I started,went through a break up,starting messing with another chick and then finally just caved in about 4 months after I stopped messing with her.It's easier when you're having sex but it's hard as hell when you're not so that's why I gave in.Plus I was starting hurt.My prostate was like throbbing and I was in a lot of pain but when I had that release I was fine.I should've just kept masturbating naturally instead of diving back into porn while doing it.Thats where I messed up.So what's your story?