Freedom, no more slavery. I want my life. I won't let porn determine the quality of my life anymore. I want to live!
I have wandered on this path for almost two years now and there are many reasons as to why I pursued it in the first place. Here are a few of them: -Freedom from and control over your simplest desires and emotions. Not only with regards to lust and PMO but also food (especially unhealthy foods), alcohol, and emotions such as anger, frustration, envy, hatred and guilt. These don't have any big power or influence on me these days which feels great as you will be able to get through life much smoother than the general population. Not even the food cravings I used to have until recently can control me anymore (fasting for 24 hours isn't a problem) which is a good measure of how far you have come. -To increase my productivity and stop wasting my time on petty things, events and people that drag me down and instead focusing that time on people and purposes and goals that drive me and fulfill me. -To earn a more positive mindset, get more energy and a higher appreciation for the small things in life. During my PMO-days, I rarely appreciated the small things in life whereas nowadays, I appreciate almost all small things in life.
Realized i am close to graduation in college. I will work, faces real life, and marry. So i must stop this disgusting habit.
