Word of advice: do no do ANYTHING that makes you forget your principles.

I'm making this exact mistake as I type this by arrogating too much time to complete a summer log for a romance novel. As a result, I'm being strained a bit by intensely visual images of the past which I HATE myself for making up. Fuck porn. It made me like this. Never falling for that unmentionable dissolution shit again. I'm better than I was then. I'm more mature. I'm sharper, smarter. I'm not giving up this new grip for something so mindless and fucked up. God bless.