Day 2/7 of the challenge (actually PMO-free day 5). Holy shit, guys. This morning I went to the kitchen, opened the fridge and started thinking about what should I eat for breakfast. I decided to go with an omelette with cheese, meat and tomatoes, since it was my favorite when I was a little kid (had not eaten it for many years). Immediately after making that decision, I got really excited, happy and just could not wait to taste this amazing cuisine that was once so dear to me. And it tasted SO good. "Umm, okay, It'sBiological, what's the big deal?" one might ask. Well, the point is that for the last 4 years, I have not felt excited and/or happy even when being with close friends in a huge limousine during new years eve. I've not felt such an endorphin rush when on a vacation at some of my favorite destinations on earth. I've not felt excited and happy when it's Christmas eve. I've not felt happiness and love when holding my new-born nephew for the first time (you get the point). And now, I suddenly get SO excited about something so trivial as a fucking omelette!?! Amazing! The only downside is that I've had trouble falling asleep since it was a ritual for me to fap before going to sleep. The motivation is really high - can't wait to feel even more better. I'm really grateful for this awesome community and wish strength and motivation to all of you! It'sBiological
Day 3/7 on this challenge. Today should be an easier day than yesterday because my wife and I are home together all day. Lots to do in preparation for Thanksgiving.
day 0 again, feel really bad. well, it's not like i can pause the time so that i can mourn my failure. gotta plan something so that i don't fail again, good luck for me...
Ok been trying this years without real accountability - this forum will act as that for me Day 0, I'll be back tomorrow
One more day to go! InshaAllah I will make it and be able to move on to the 14 day challenge. Hope everyone is having success with their challenges.
Day 3. Every time a bad thought comes along, I say no thank you and move on! Have a good day everyone!
Relapsed... this was bound to happen eventually. Felt the urge and figured animated P didn't count. Guess that was just my brain doing mental gymnastics on me so it could feel those endorphins again. I realized after the fact that animated P is still 110% P. Back to day 0. I won't give in next time! It'll take a long time, but I know I can do this!
Ok, after the 2nd day I feel rather tired as I try to keep myself busy and spent more time outside and moving, which is not so easy as there is a terrible weather here today. But I have this feeling of more fullfilment because I do some meaninful staff instead of looking for the space, time and opportunity to do the infamous cycle of PMO. Be strong, guys! Tomorrow is going to be better!
