PLEASE READ AND REPLY THIS I'm going through most miserable time of my life and I'm desperately in need of fast money. As I needed fast money the thought of becoming a gigolo was lingering in my mind from some time and therefore I decided to go through stories/videos/possible crime issues related to it....... everything I went through was extremely erotic and I ended up fapping....YEAH I relapsed No disappointment for me or any body......that was the last fap of my life..... I'm on day 2 today for ever Also I've decided, with ease, that I'm not going into that gigolo stuff which is deep dark hole in my opinion.... But still I'm waiting to hear from you YOUR VIEWS ABOUT THIS CAREER
I'm too going through same thing I've failed again and again miserably This time we both won't return ever.... never fap
I've lost all belief and trust and I'm 100% sure I can't believe myself.....neither accountability nor anything has worked for me..... I'm trying it for the last time....today is day 2 Next time I'll run to a sex psychologist or my psychiatrist
Day 18 And what a lethargic Monday it was. All I did was oversleep and go out to buy some protein supplements. I really need to get a job.
you can do it buddy! And please don't be gigolo. I'm sure you know that you don't want to be gigolo yourself, otherwise you won't be attending this forum Anyway, today is my 4th out of 90 days. Last nigt I couldn't sleep, and all those erotic stuffs came to visit. However I can still control myself. I also had dream of seducing a girl. Though I and her didn't make it through bed, I quite enjoyed the dream itself (I didn't bed wet myself either)