Day 1-18 hell breath pray breath exercise pushups jumping jacks run. Day 19-25 smoother brain begins to Defoe, walk pray look at 30 nearby then 45 then 60 then 75 then 90 short term is easier than long term....
The big 30 no way I want to start over again.....this ishappening the wife and I might sign a new abstinence for. 120 back dated to 22 March so really a new 90 day days from today to show my resolve on this process. Due to the fact we have a 30 day review of improvementand really honestly it does not count for my withdrawal period was horrifying long and I broke many boundaries and was pretty nasty at times. It's a surprisethat's hanging on a cabinet let's see who signs it firsther? Or Me? Pleasevote..........remember we have abstinence contract this is new, improved. She has 20 hardcore boundaries , I have 3 red yellow green improvement boundaries. Please vote..............thanks
Just HOLY SHIT, this is so good, i knew already some of the tipps but it was still so inspire to me. Realy Thanks for this!
Day 77 of an unknown number dragging a little bit today but otherwise I'm doing really well There I was 47 days ago
E Extra energy not always thinking about sex for physical energy definitely stronger mental focus good
Just to name a few I have to sit down and really think there's quite a few I'm not sleeping any better yet and wait for that to happen
Yeah I'm sorry dude that did not make sense so I'm gaining extra energy, mental focus, ability to look at a woman and not have to think about her sexually, ability to stay on track focus on what is important without feeling my brain was stupid thoughts
hey sweetheart good morning, I believe God spoke to me this morning about our abstinence contract at the same time I've always been a guy that wants to fix things and I feel it has things fixed. Along with that train of thought if it's working in your heart not mine then why not wrap it up a little more I'll make it better. I want to ensure that I have a continuous stream of clean thoughts of love and not bust 2 hour intimacy. Maybe by me doing what I did to the contract it's a way of mesurrendering again to God and to knew you. You decide and let me know that's where we're at and that's where we'll go I love you sweetheart Extended our contract waiting on her approval to 22 September 2018, dates are 23 march- 22 Sept goes above and beyond 180 days god shine his light on her decision.
Today is day 78 out of 184 me and my wife sign the new abstinence contract extension it is all after all just a number right? Could you do that? Hardmode pmo. sporting wood all the time now....challenge accepted. no action taken
day 79 of 184, read scripture and prayed to reaffirm my belief. its God's choice and my wife's decision when sexual intimacy return. here's some of it. In 7:1b, Paul cites a line from the Corinthians’ letter (“it is good for a man not to touch a woman”), which he intends to qualify and correct.2The phrase, “it is good for a man not to touch awoman,”3 has nothing to do with a hug, a handshake, or any other manifestation of fellowship or friendship. To “touch a woman”4is a euphemism for sexual intercourse