I am on day 80 of 184, HARDMODEpmolimitedtouch no nudity hand holding light hugskisses only. I am going toridmyself of ed problem also , inprocess of self removal of short term antidepressant use alongwith adhd meds. Family trauma aside I objectified my blonde german wife of 33years for many of those. so first off difficulty is or was my middle name, a flow of sex went from 80% anytime to 100% nonecurrently difficult hell yes, HARDMODE Pmo is for me the only way to fix this relapsing, restarts and to me is an easy way out its your path not anyoneelses. I look at nofap alot statisticallyHARDMODE users are far moresuccessfully than otherapproaches. Face it alcoholics must stop all alcohol to actuallyfix themselves. I digress "p", iswine , "m" is light beer but for an alchoholic to stop "REALLYFAKE". PMO all the way I am sosorry for your relapses, I couldhave flogged the dolphin today when I accidentally saw my wifes tattoed backside nude because of opening in our bathroom no I did not, why I am committed I got a raging hardon but did I act on it no. Back to normal time 10 minutes, or maybe I could have traded 2 minutes fapping then 80 more days to be where I am rightnow. God decides if, my wife chooses when we have sex again not my puppet-dick-dopemine -crack -pipe. God is awesomesurrender submit to him. Anyoneneed help here if you need help to actually quit pmo and useHARDMODE to do it contact me via whats app of here be ready to work though. https://chat.whatsapp.com/0QligykLpA2FOBPYwWUW1e only if your serious if your going to fap do not apply, or orgasm, of look at porn.
Day 10/90 I had wet dream yesterday, but it was quite an easy day. Today should also be easy I might not post long texts for the next two weeks as I should pass this smoothly (since I'm home)
Hey guys, so I messed up last night on day 21, p-subs and m and then chased it this morning, so so sorry, but getting back up today and starting again! Day 0/90
Day 15 (Season IV) Wet-dream again. After I woke up, I was grateful that it was only a dream, cause in my dream I did PMO and felt bad after doing it. I will continue to do stay sober whenever I'm awake. I'm feeling positive but also a bit resentful cause I didn't meet all things I've planed to do in my past days. I love that I had a good breakfast. I need to meet girls. I own my insecurities. I am sober for 15 Days.