Hello Guys. Nearly 50 Minutes and i am over day 3. But I am still on day 2. Honestly, a few days ago, I relapsed. And And I saw an Amateur girl, someone I wished I had a gf like this. It was always my dream. And honestly, deep in my heart, a part of myself wants to see her again. It is really a struggle. And, I did not watch, because I couldn’t and now I am glad that I couldn’t. Talked to myself like @ZenAF mentioned in one of his Porn Godness thread. A good one. Porn is poison for every happy relationship. And I don’t have one. But wished to hold my own gf, with the expectations I have. I still wish it would be possible to extract porn addiction out of your head, pointing with a shotgun on it, and kill it. Shiti addiction. Going forward to day 3.
-- Day 5. I'm feeling way better than before. It is so much better not to fap, but when I'm doing it frequently it's much harder to gather enough strength and just NoFap. Glad I seem to be back on track.
Don't worry, this feeling should go away in a while and you will fall in love with a real woman. Try not to isolate yourself tricking your brain to think you really are with this girl and, therefore, don't want "other girls". What you want is real life girls.
Day 8 I called the numbers I got made a date with a cute girl. The really hot one said she was gay SMH oh well I told her to give me a call if she wants to try a guy. Everything else seems to be getting better I'm getting out of this lazy state and starting to focus on my online art gallery. You guys should check it out www.theartspider.net
Day 2/30 in the books. Usually the first 10 days are easy for me, but after that cravings start to ramp up.
Or maybe the cravings won't ramp up after 10 days. Believing the opposite is key to killing this addiction. Go for the kill man!
If dumb you mean porn searches then you're in a war with your addicted brain. Be vigilant and stay positive. You can do this
The likes of Mike Tyson, always did sperm retention 3 weeks before a fight. So i urge you to stay abstinent before any major opportunity.