After being without Porn for sometimes and then all of a sudden you relapsed. Now comes the Problem. When you start back your streak the first few days are the worst. Regret, depression and anxiety. After some days everything returns to normal. Who else experience this?
So you are relapsing? Then why you go around and complain you are not getting results when you relapse?
What are you talking about? I meant that almost everyone feel worse when they start again their reboot, and after some days they feel better. I am unrelapsable.
Yes, but you also mentioned yourself, OP said he relapses, has to start all over again and feels bad, you say everyone feels it but yourself... I see you around complaining you are not getting results from sexual abstinence... well if you relapse i'm not surprised then, if i misunderstood then i apologize although your post makes it clear you are relapsing.
Never mind I've read your wall, no wonder you think you are not getting any results from abstinence...you don't really have a semen retention problem, if you would be binging on porn/sex whatever, it would be only worse, you have more of an attitude problem, stress and negativity are killing you, reading your wall just gives depression, not even perfect celibacy helps for prolonged times of stress and negativity, on top of that you have squidward as avatar... You should change your attitude towards life, believe that everything happens for your higher good even if it doesn't seem so, good luck and I hope your situation gets better.
Dude I am not complaining. What I want to say that all that talk about superpower-like benefits is garbage, you just want to think that I don't have superpowers because I am lying about my streak.
Wow I just looked at that wall as well. It's very... Well negative. Almost seems like it's made for attention.
I remember when I was young and I used to relapse, I used to immediately feel the regret and shame, after time it started vanishing then it became normal. After I did nofap for sometime and then relapsed I had the same immediate feeling of regret and shame and then it became normal as you have mentioned above. I think this happens because our nature is to refuse what we are doing about PMO, we get to our nature when we stop PMO so when we knock the door again we feel the shame and regret until it becomes normal. It is like when someone does something bad for the first time as cheating, lying, stealing or maybe something worse, in the first time he will be afraid of what he has done, then it will be normal.