day 83 early checking in(2 hours until the day officialy passes but I don't know if I will be able to check): Well these days learnt a valuable lesson. I am super busy because of some problems I have basically to work for 2 people and keep going on my academics. It's tough but here comes the lesson. Yesterday I made everything without a break and I had finished at 22 30 to work knowing that I was supposed to woke up at 4 50 am the following morning, work from 5 until 6 30 and then be ready at 9 30 again. What to do? Idk. What I wanted to do? nothing, just lay What I did? Went to the gym at 6 30 until 9 and then go back at it until now. The lesson I learnt? you can't control your thoughts, you can take action despite them.
Day 50 check in. I remember hitting double digits at 10 days and being happy. Now I am half way through the 100 day challenge. Time is flying. I will be a God of War before I now it.
Check in day 26 had my first shift , went really well , still struggling with energy levels and I get socially nervous occasionally but it went really well and they want me to start tomorrow
Check in Day 68 Hello Spartans, As I have been mentioning the urges have been very strong the last couple of days. I have worked so hard to resist. Focusing instead on the life changing experience of nofap so far. Today I made five approaches to strangers. Each one had a different result but all were a success. In one approach I had a nice conversation lasting fifteen minutes with a man and his wife. In another, I had a girl in a store laughing and giving me a hug. And in one, a young woman invited me to join her at her table and speak with her for over an hour about our professions. This last one was the most interesting to me because I had the feeling she was flirting with me from across the room and I had to make a decision to get up and walk over to her table and introduce myself. I felt this fear and panic in my stomach and I knew I had to do it so I could get over such emotions and be free in the future. After thinking about it for too long I got up and walked straight over to her. She was a bit nervous but it became clear that she was nervous because she wanted to meet me. Anyways, today would not have happened if I had returned to pmo last night. I would have woken up feeling badly and lost all the energy inside. This is a long post but an important one. I know there are other Spartans who want to be more free to do these kinds of things. Keep working at it!
@ the alpha project You're post is very interesting and very cool. I always enjoy what you have to say! Thanks for sharing with us.
Check in day 27 nervous for my first full shift today but should be fine! Nerves are good it means I'm challenging myself