Reporting. I've been on holiday for 3 weeks. A wonderful time. I went back, and I relapsed. It could be the worst day. But I decided to learn also today. So here I am again. Because I learnt that apparently I am the type of guy that apparently works better with challenges, with the thrill of always improving. That loves to be in a team/army. I am back, and I am asking for admission my dear @Espi1971 Day 0 checking in.
day 1 i let my guard down yesterday from youtube click bait, i scroll down to the comment where some user talked about the greatest porn by now (for my category)like the highest rating, it make by 3 different porn studio, its like combined project. each of the studio sent their representative, the studio itself is a major player porn studio,, so tempting isnt it?... after seeing it, i found that is not that great man,, it all the same.... i found that porn itself like some shonen Anime, you know the show that u can predict what will happen next, the story line is repetitive and predictable, same as porn, we know where this will be going from the begging to the end. what makes it different just the performer and their acting so if you guys are tempted by click bait or something, remember this "it will all the same", same as youve seen before...and no mater how best the porn vids is someday it will become a meh and u must search for the next greatest porn vid
Thanks my friends. My brain tricked me. I was doing so good staying in the challenges, that convinced that I was done with them. Because the addiction knew I would have been weaker without my friends. I made a mistake. I learned from it. Glad that I am joining again. I wasted some days. But that's ok, Will make up for it
Days 11 Guys don't give up. You have to learn from what is the causes for last relapsed and remember that don't do same thing again i mean cause of Relapse. Move on guys move on. we already have ability to Currect our mistake,problem.