Day 12 I have made it over a week since I last peeked at porn, and while I could easily mark today by resetting to day 7, I no longer feel that that is important. That is in the past now. Today is my birthday, and I am celebrating by NOT relapsing (among other things). Best, Mathman1994
I come crashing out of the wormhole, and after some time of reflection - I lower myself onto Millers Planet. It's a bit wet down here. I take in the landscape and the situation and decide that while I'm on this planet for the next five days, that I'm going to do everything I possibly can to advance my recovery. So will get to at least 1 recovery meeting each day, whether that is face to face, or virtual via zoom. Whats more I will participate in all meetings I attend. I will stay in contact with my support network and help people as much as I can. I will also work diligently at my job and make enough sales. To help with this I will make sure that I look after myself, ensure I eat properly and stay clean and get enough rest.
Ahhh.. maths... I miss those studies since I left for Accounting. It kinda make me more active in day when I use to work with Math. You made me to remember nostalgia moments I experienced while schooling. Thanks
I decided after much contemplation to reset my my counter to 8 days instead of 13 days. I struggled with determining whether my peeking counted as a relapse on the 26th, so to end the struggle, I decided to move my counter back five days. As such, I am still a Drone Catcher for two more days @hoping_cannon . Ultimately it came down to, I have not had a full relapse in two and a half weeks, but I had had two resets in there, plus the third which I am now counting. As such if I did not count the 27th, why was I counting the other two times, as though it was for a shorter look-see, I still spent longer than I would have liked. So I am on Day 8 now. Best, Mathman1994
I relapsed. Darkness seems to swallow all the rays of hope. I am really a hopeless person who knows the consequences of PMO but still not leaving this addiction. I am sorry guys.
