Greetings Dr. Mann.... Decaf with Whole milk, no sugar please... So how have the last years been for you? Really? Now let me tell you about these last 7 weeks for me...
I've just completed 5 days, I'm a Drone Catcher now! It's the 4th time I'm trying to start the reboot and this one I had practically no urges in the first 5 days, different from the other streaks. I had some situations of stress, losses and anger and that's motivating me much more this streak. Good luck to us all, let's rage against the dying of the light!
this is my fourth day and second attempt but first since membership here, so from one comrade to another , wishing u all the best.
@HeadlessKnight @mufasa91 Farmers and Drone Catchers both go on better things - thank you for sharing and keeping it real.
@Brahmacharya_UK I’d love to find those better things but I’m lost man , it’s tough but I’m determined , I hope I can make it
After weeks of hard work been into Catching the drone. Yay!!! Stay strong all ! We can do this Rage, Rage against the dying of the light.
Have not posted since Tuesday. I am on Day 13. I had a close call with porn two nights ago where I started to search, and for a handful of seconds, I found some videos. However, unlike the last three times I looked at porn with no M, I actually snapped out of it relatively quickly, and moved forward. My OCD was telling me that I messed up and should start over, but if I started over with every brief mistake, I would keep myself down permanently. Streaks don’t matter too much I am realizing. I think a part of the reason I have failed so many times if that I put too much emphasis on my streak. Anyway, I am 3 days into being in the Finding Co-ordinates phase, and 2 days away from being an astronaut. I am proud of myself, because I have not M’d in over three weeks, and if I can stop myself from starting to view porn, then I will finally beat this thing. Usually I go longer without porn, than M, but even when I do see pornographic material, I have no urge to M. It just bores me. I suppose that is a good thing, but it begs the question, if porn is not exciting me, why do I even look at it/start to look at it from time to time? I think it is just an old habit, and when I feel stressed, I used to turn to porn, and now I still start to look, but it does not relieve the stress, it just leads to cognitive dissidence. Best, Mathman1994
the factory farm is humming away nicely today will have a good supply of green nutrition in a couple days.
Thank you friend, this achievement is thanks to you to your company to your valuable fight inspire me to follow, have not been easy days but I will not hide under the PMO now I face it as a man and I hope to fix things as a man.