Day 7/22 This is Dragar, I am just using my alt account because of some technical difficulties accessing my main. It will be resolved this sunday.
Thanks @Sebbrix! It does feel good. Let’s keep this going. How’s it been going for you? Do you find it easier now that you’re past your personal best or do you still have difficult days?
I still have hard days (pun fully intended) but they're less frequent and usually driven by life stuff rather than just being a random product of my brain. Today has been hard, for example, because someone I have been seeing for a few weeks said that she doesn't want to see me anymore, but on days where nothing is weighing on me I rarely struggle at all. It's definitely a lot easier than earlier in the streak, I've really started to get into the mindset of "I don't watch P and I don't M", in the same way that I think "I don't smoke" - that is to say, I have a more passive way of thinking about it, which is really helpful!
That’s great! I’m glad to hear that you’re transitioning to a more passive attitude toward it. It’s interesting, I feel mostly triggered when I’m stressed. I just want to escape. But I feel like I’m in that passive space as well. It’s something I’m not interested in. I need to stay away from it so it doesn’t come back full force.
Thank you @Jefe It has been over 2 months, and finally I could get to double digits really. Earlier it was all 1,2,3,4 days. It feels great, once again!