Day 5 It was a very stressful day so it gets difficult to not fall in PMO. But I win! Thank you for the support! <3
I’m so close! I can taste the ale in at the green dragon. Day 11. This weekend I’ve meditated spend time with my friends and family and in general tried to do stuff other than just fighting the urges. I don’t know what else I can say, first I’ll be a hobbit and then a white wizard… I don’t know what could go wrong.
Day 9 complete! Today was a bad day in terms of frustrating coworkers, and I'm not sure how much things will improve for the next month or so, but I can handle any situation without PMO better than I can by using PMO!
Don't get frustrated by your coworkers just accept them as they are and that it's God's will for them to behave in the way they behave. And who are you, to think God is wrong and you are right and fit to judge others?
Yes! that is the time trap: "tomorrow i´ll better ready to start", "next week is the New Year, it´s better to start then", etc etc. all those excuses is basically the addiction trying to perpetuate itself. don´t fall for that brother. you don´t pmo because it´s a wrong and destructive behaviour. period. it has nothing to do with time. since you´re graduating to become a priest, i highly recommend you to read "Confessions of St. Augustine", this is a wonderful book not only a spiritual level, but also on a very human level. St. Augustine even depicts his fragilities and difficulties in dealing with his own sexual images and impulses. It´s a wonderful book bro . Give it a try.
yes bro, with that indulging you´re not taking care of yourself, which is a cornerstone in keep sobriety running. recognize that you´re close now to a real relapse. so first thing: take care of yourself in the areas that you´re slipping. then, when you feel solid again, go for the productivity that you aspire. but also try to see why you fell into indulgence, naturally to prevent further ocurrences, it´s very important.
Great picture brother!!! It looks like your on Mars or something . Thank you for sharing, wonderful landspace!!
Checking in my Fellowship. Keeping the good mood and energy, 2 days in a row, now this is something new... Let´s welcome our new member : @Rebel_Bro The following brothers have upgraded and reach places in Middle Earth. Congratulations!!! @BrotherHal - Uruk-Hai @LuckyMan - Elf / Rivendell Have a great day brave Fellowship!!!! An a Sunny Sunday
Day 89. I haven't been sleeping well the last couple of nights. I am looking forward to my run this morning to get in touch with my thoughts and how I am feeling. Exercise is as important to the mind as it is to the body.
Thanx mate, It is something new which i am experiencing..before nofap i was an introvert..never wanted to go outside and watch that shit all the time..but as the days are passing i am changing..i want to do everything.. feeling alive. There are certain problems but theyll pass.
Day 192. "When you create a little distance between you and your mind and body you will see your life will change in many ways."
Sunday check-in I'm going to go to church today and to a family gathering. Feeling good in general, but still struggling with procrastination. Today so far I have prayed. I'm going to take a cold shower. I'm also going to read for a few minutes. Tomorrow I will be more comprehensive, get back to regular exercise routine. My knee was hurting, which threw me off of my workout routine for a bit. So happy to be clean for over two weeks and I hope to make it to my next short-term goal of one month. But I can only control what I do today.
That's great! But did I miss something? I thought you had a girlfriend and your vocation was to be married?
Day 7 You are absolutely right! You need the find the right amount of work to do in a day. By the way, I am so sorry to hear that you relapsed. However, you are kind of a man who can come back stronger! I believe in you @Slider8.