[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

DAY 17

 

Day 0
Life has been a rollercoaster these past month. A rollercoaster I prefer not being in even though I consider myself a rollercoaster enthusiast.
Things done in the past are in the past, I can't change them anymore. I do, however, have an influence on how my future will look like, and I definitely don't want it to look like another rollercoaster ride. I will improve myself. I have to improve myself.

 

9/90

 

Day 6

 

Day 2 is done ✔️
88 more to go

 

Day 9.

I will not PMO today because it makes my sleep inconsistent.

 

Day 3
87 more days to go.

 

Day 14



7 August 2022

 

Day 4

 

Day 31

 

DAY 18

 

Day 13. My lucky number

 

Day 0

 

DAY 0 again...

Had a more challenging time the last week or so, not exactly sure why... strong cravings that I struggled to resist. Watched porn properly for the first time in months - didn't feel great - really like life without it.

I need to be careful about...consuming excess caffeine, sugar, and alcohol - feel they all increase cravings. As does the gym which I've been working hard at recently, that's no bad thing though.

Ready to re-commit for my longest run yet - 33 days no MO - and over 70+ days no P. Thanks for your support!

 

10/90

 

Day 7 A week

 

15/90- I am an angry angry person right now, full of rage. So many times I have felt like escaping using PMO but somehow I have kept off. My road bike was stolen yesterday and I just want to beat the thief if I could find him. The only silver lining to this is that I still have my mountain bike.

 

Day 10.

I will not PMO today because I want to reach 90 days.

 

Day 4
86 more days to go.

 

Day 5, i relapsed.. feeling discouraged and depressed