slipped up yesterday, ugh such a stupid way. today 1/30 (Saturday) I have enough of this. I keep fooling myself. Every time.
Day 6/30 ***Warning potential trigger ahead. Read at your own risk*** I woke up to an urge this morning that was really hard to get over. I don't even know what happened really. All I know is I woke up, I had a case of morning wood, and I had a strong need to M. Luckily I snapped out of it, before I acted on it. I think it was caused by a (somewhat) dry dream. Because when I woke up, I had a small area of clear liquid on my underwear. The pool wasn't big enough for me to believe it was an actual wet dream. More than likely it was just pre-cum. After that, I only had one more small urge. Aside from that, today was pretty smooth. "My worst days in recovery are better than my best days in relapse" — Kate Le Page. 6 days down, 24 more days to go.
Thank you for your kind words! Taking it one day at a time : ) You are doing great too, keep up the fight, sir!
Day 17/30 I think nofap is one of factors helped me to have better stamina that I passed through a big headache last night.
Lady and Gentleman, we deserve to call ourself with most respectful words this journey. I love the way you call each other "Ma'am - Sir"
Day 0 Well, what happened last night and earlier today could only be described as a complete crash and burn. It really had been coming for a while. Like alcoholics in AA recovery, I have only a temporary reprieve based on the maintenance of my spiritual condition. Sadly, I’ve been very lazy with that lately, relying on myself rather than God. That will not work for me. So I’m back again to the beginning, hopefully a little more wise and a little less prideful.