THE SUPER SAIYAN CHALLENGE! What is your Power Level?! (RANKS ARE BACK, GET YOURS NOW!

In what way? Like "red pill" people sound pompous and they demean "blue pill" people? The red pill label is attached to a lot of things and I think it's overused. Back in the day, "red pilling" was basically just learning.

 

Congratulations, brother.

 

Day 395!

 

Day 2 saiyans

Had some urges last night but was able to kick them to the curb, thats been getting a lot easier. I find being tired and bored the times I usually get hit the strongest. Took a break off training, going to start back up today with chest, been keeping with calisthenics but time to get back to the grind sort of speak. Been slacking with reading as well, at one point was reading a book once a month, life kind of got in the way but gonna get back to it. Remember saiyans, were doing this for us, not for some pussy, not for attention but for us.

 

Day 350

 

@KaiokenX20 It's been a long time brother! Thank you for your kind words. I'm also happy to see you back among us, to challenge PMO addiction and kick it to the curb. We will get through the gates of hell together. I've had some good days since you were last here, but lately its been pretty challenging. How about you?[/QUOTE]

You got this brother, from what I remember last you where well past 100 days, I cant wait to reach such a milestone my self. Its def better now than before, I think partly due to having a schedule and training. Took a few weeks from the gym but its made me realize one the keys for me personally is grueling training. I mean like be completely exhausted as to transmute thr energy and be so tired the thought of pmo doesn't even come up. Having a consistent clean diet helps tons too. Were both gonna make it through hell together!

 

Day 1

 

Day 2

 

Day 3 check in, feeling pretty low in general, life is getting my down. I'm just trying to not go all the way by fucking up this shit as well.

 

4 days free of PMO.
I tried to sleep on the couch yesterday just because I was lazy. I tried but after an hour I had to switch to the bed.
I looked at the time on the phone and got the urge to look for P. I did try to search but my blocker gave me enough time to get to my senses.
That was lucky. I will be putting my phone in a drawer at night. I do that anyway just forgot yesterday.

On other topics, I have new two personal bests at the gym.
120 kg squat and 145 kg deadlift. I am very happy with these numbers and I will keep improving.

@Toni7 congratulations on ascending brother!
@kingdawoo I agree. @Redemptionisrequired had given me some good advice on this.
Basically that I shouldn't be oblivious to wider discourses in society or not have an opinion on my own.
But that after some point letting all that discord and drama into my head is a waste of time. I am more peaceful for taking that advice.

 

I'm checking in for day zero.

 

Checking in Saiyan's!

25 day's Free of PMO.

Better day today, I'm just going to return to basics for the next little while and increase my meditation time.
I have a sneaking suspicion that the cacao i've been using has contributed to heightened levels of feeling on edge, stopped today so we'll see.

Keep training!

@kingdawoo , it's as our brother @Against_the_demon_in_myself says. Best to let these ideologies go, be aware of them but no need to further consume information on them, once you have to general grasp. It's a senseless fight which takes away from your inner peace.

 

Day66 check in.
All good urges wise. I may be in flatline, looking at women without sexual arousel whatsoever.
A difficult period coming my way in a couple of days in the form of a holiday in a warm place. Will need to keep my distance and remember why I am doing this reboot.

 

Welcome to the Z fighters, where the best of the best test themselves. Good luck.

 

Day 13

 

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Day 396!

 

Not much actually; I've seen a few things what AI can generate in code but I think it's still a very long way to go before they can replace all aspects of us as a developer. I see for instance that my most valuable work that I deliver has nothing to do with writing the right code quickly but more approaching things holistically, at the right time and the right increment. That's something you cannot catch in an algorithm I believe.

Actually I am looking forward to spend less time in writing the same code over and over again in (slightly) different situations or adjusting existing code. I can think much faster than I can write / adjust code, so if I can safe time there to let an AI generate it for me, I can increase my productivity immensely.

And if I would be replaced by AI in the type of work I am doing now, I am confident I'll find something else as a job that I can do. Call me cocky but I know I'll always find a way.

 

Trying to search = relapse. Sorry brother but you activated the porn pathways. Be an honest but tough and relentless coach for yourself. Only way to heal is to go through it.