day 2/7 no problems yesterday after crossing into 2/7, but when I went to bed last night, I felt a little uneasy. but I just shut my eyes and went to sleep. I woke up in the middle of the night and I found myself reminiscing on some intimate encounters with my ex-girlfriend. I didn't cave though, thank God. happy Friday brothers. hang in there.
0/7. Just failed. Didn't even enjoy it during and the regret is palpable afterwards, as always. Don't be me guys. Wont quit. And I'm getting back on track asap.
day 4/7 1 week free today. super thankful but I can't let my guard down. there is temptation starting to sneak in the mind. but I remind myself of my bachelorhood vow and that helps me in my resolve to resist looking at girls. my mind is still craving the dopamine. I've been feeding the wrong pathway for 20 years. hope you're all having a good weekend.
day 5/7 temptation is not as strong today. therefore, even more reason to be on guard. I can't afford to be vulnerable.
