THE SUPER SAIYAN CHALLENGE! What is your Power Level?! (RANKS ARE BACK, GET YOURS NOW!

Day 29 saiyans

If ive learned anything this past month its a proper sleep schedule of at least 8 hours a night is paramount to success, not only with retention, but for life. Keep going saiyans.
Fight or die!

 

Day 159

Listened to this 3 hour talk of Jordan Peterson... what really really hit me hard was this quote:

And I knew I am / was for quite a long time resentful about being alone and not finding / keeping a partner. I've been in a couple of relationships for a few years but for the vast majority of my life the last 20 years I've been single. And I felt / feel very resentful about it. Now I know I just need to man up, undertake actions that I don't find fun and is sometimes something that I don't want to do (go to a party of someone you barely know, go to a speeddating event and talk to 25 strangers, go online dating, etc.). I've also identified what the causes was for this result and porn was one of the major factors in that.

So I am in a good progress getting rid of that one. Now it's time to work on my mindset, self reflection and take actions that are meaningful instead of expedient

 

Someone else that listens to Jordan Peterson? He also said once that when a woman rejects you as a man, she is right. It's real easy to take that in a resentful way, but what does it mean when nearly every woman you ask out rejects you? Like they have with me. It doesn't mean there's something wrong with women, or necessarily there's something wrong with me. It's that I'm not living in a way that is attractive to women. There's work I need to do. Being rejected a lot and not getting a girlfriend actually is a good metric to use of what I need to do to work on myself. If I'm being honest with myself I'm not in the league of the women that I'm attracted to, and for the women that are in my league they disgust me with how unhealthy and negative they are. Either accept low standards, or improve myself.

 

Day 1 in progress.
I listen to Peterson as well and like some of his ideas like taking responsibility and so on.
One caveat, if you have clinical depression or anxiety Peterson won't help much, CBT is far better, at least it was in my case.
As for getting rejected. If all the girls reject you then the problem is with you.
That being said, I have gotten rejected countless times, its part of the process.
Not everyone fits with everyone, not everyone wants a relationship in any given moment and so on and so forth.
Eventually 1 good woman will accept you if you don't give up and keep learning from your mistakes and refining your self and your approach.

 

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Day 40

 

Day 23!

 

Day 423!

 

Don't feel dejected! From what I've heard, having dreams of PMO is a great sign of recovery and your brain is killing the very last of the addiction pathways. Every time I go 2-3 months without PMO, I experience the same. I don't think a single relapse will undo all that damage either; it's binging that puts you back to square one. You are doing great! 90 Days is a very arbitrary number, so don't let it bother you that the recovery isn't complete yet. There is also a phenomenon called the "flatline" which you may have just gotten over, which can explain your sudden stronger urges. It is all part of the process.

 

Day 378

 

Day 48

Class was canceled this morning and I got a lot of school work done before 9 so I headed out to a coffee house to study my music theory. I've been battering with pmo thoughts though and there's that pretty girl serving coffee. That is kind of distracting, but I'm trying to learn how to be a normal person that functions in society. I can sit here and study without being distracted. Pmo thoughts will not get the best of me!

 

Day 30 saiyans


This past month has been fraught with ups and downs, some hardship, and lve been getting attacked by demons quite a bit. However its also been a really great month. Ive seen the truth, I cant keep running, I cant hide, I have to fight. This is something ive known for a long while, but it took retention to finally truly see it. Keep going saiyans.
Fight or die

 

Day 2.

 

Congratulations on the month mark. This is big. Big monkey time.

 

Fuuuuck brothers I did it again. I took the bait and got pulled into the pit of despair and broke my bottom lines. I’m frustrated and disappointed with myself because it was such a good morning to start. Really dedicated a lot of energy to building my songwriting community and doing my best to show up for my breathwork clients. Had outreach calls and two groups this morning that were powerful as well. Then in the afternoon started debating with a woman on social media about religion and felt very triggered in my body. (Shoulders and torso were shaking) then I saw a trap profile and clicked it to distract myself. Was an instant away from putting credit card info in on OF but stepped down off the ledge and jerked twice to free content as well. Found myself hyper focused on one specific model and a desire to see her videos. Found ways to type vauge things in and circumvent the filter enough to see some things.

I am making a new commitment here and now - before you and before the God of my understanding that I do not watch porn. It goes against my moral virtues and I don’t want it in my life wasting any of my time. I choose to separate myself from it now. Let it be done.

(悟)Day 0 - Low-Class Warrior
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I'm almost finished the Marine Ford arc in One Piece. Whitebeard is a fucking legend! Getting his chest incinerated and he's still going kicking ass. Be more like Whitebeard who loved those under him as his own sons! I wish Whitebeard was my father! Aspire to be more like Whitebeard. He never stood down or gave up even in death!

No scars can be seen on his back, because he never ran away from battle.

 

Day 41

 

Day 1

I failed, brothers. However.. I think I have learnt from the mistake and can avoid it happening again. I will just improve my routine again.

@KaiokenX20 congrats on Oozaru!

 

Yes, don't give up. Making the commitment like that is hard. Can you do it? Whether you mess up or not, we'll still support you here.

 

Day 24!