THE SUPER SAIYAN CHALLENGE! What is your Power Level?! (RANKS ARE BACK, GET YOURS NOW!

I jinxed it, just when I was saying I am doing better.
Starting again today, day 0. Have to be clean today to go to day 1.

Yesterday at night I clicked on one of these silly youtube ads for games. I played for around 40 mins.
The game used the familiar dopamine tricks to get you hooked. Not good.
After I was done it was late at night and I was disappointed with my productivity for the day.
I got urges and peeked and that's when it all went downhill.

Takeaways.
As usual, don't stay late at night on the computer.
Stay away from activities that play this addictive dopamine game. Be it youtube, games, PMO, whatever.
Be kind to myself. I have been sick for 3 days in a row. It is expected that my productivity will take a hit.
Things will be done when things will be done. It is not worth beating myself over it.

 

Day 106!
@dragon @Against_the_demon_in_myself Never Give up brothers!

 

Day 42 brothers

Dont give up, we will win!

 

Fallen down after 26 days Time to start over from day 0

 

Day 89!

 

keep going, the fight is only over when you give up. Not all days are lost, some of the recovery remains, just get back on the wagon as quickly as you can.

 

Never Give up brother! Good Luck!

 

Day 107

 

Checking in!

 

Day 43 brothers

 

Day 1 completed.

 

Day 90!

 

Day 0

 

Day 1

 

Day 424

Difficult day for me...feeling a bit exhausted from the busy days/weeks: haven't had a day off for 2,5 weeks now. All positive / productive things but still getting bit tired. This is not the real problem but does enhance the issue I am having now: I've had a 2nd date last Friday with a lady. We can laugh a lot and had a lot of fun playing pool but we found out we're quite different in important area's: She's a bit of a party girl, likes drinking quite some beers at those parties, sometimes combines it with smoking and I got the feeling she didn't minder taking some drugs here and there. All things I at least don't like myself (partying / drinking beer) to being disgusted about (smoking) to strongly against it (drugs). So we kind of both knew this would end here.

Had another date with another lady yesterday but almost right from the start I didn't felt her attractive. We had some fun talks but zero sparks from my side. So, as I have experienced many times before, feeling a bit under the weather by it and therefore the stronger urges of maybe trying to find that perfect escort (that doesnt exist!) is coming back...Just go through it soldier! Don't give up! You're on the right path! I'm my own drill seargant now.

Happy Monday all...regardless how tough it will be

 

Day 108!

 

Day 42

I can safely say that this is the longest stretch of time that I've been in control.

 

Day 44 brothers

Been feeling angry, but thats a good thing, use that energy to progress

 

Thank you, guys

 

Day 1

Thought of the Day:
"A mistake repeated more than once is a decision"