Post published by PureDesire7

Hi, My Name is Daniel and I'm new to this site I found about on a Showtime Series titled "Deep Web". I first started viewing porn back in the '80s when we had to pay to view nudity. one day a friend told me that there were hacker sights that had open back doors into porn sights to where you did not have to pay. This was how I started viewing porn on the internet. Now in the 21st century as you know it's so easy to view porn and you don't even have to pay to view it. When I had given my life to Christ in 1995 I thought it was gone for good never to return. a few years later I found out I was wrong and learned that salvation is a process and it doesn't happen overnight. I still deal with this temptation and I really hate it. I hope one day God will use me as a keynote speaker to the church bodies about this growing problem that is getting worse and going to get worse as we get closer to the return of Christ. When I have tried to find churches that deal with this problem I found very little. Sad how this is not being dealt with among the church bodies and I know for a fact that ministers are not even teaching about the dangers of porn and how it can have a long-lasting damaging effect. I'm now 49 years old and I hope to one day marry a woman of great faith in Christ but I sometimes feel so unworthy and failure due to this problem I live with.