Post published by JesusDied4me

Tonight I can say is the hardest night of my life, this is one of many where temptation beat me down and drug me through the coals. I've been battling masterbation and porn for over 6 years now, it's been far too long, and I'm not sure where to turn anymore. I take times of deep thought time to time, thinking of points in my life where none of these things crossed my mind, a point where my mind and body wasn't destorted. I can honestly say through the experiences I have, if I don't stop now my life could be ruined. It has taken over everything about me, everyday I feel like I'm falling off a cliff, I pray and pray and pray, but my goals never get reached, tonight I destroyed my 8 day progress, most painful 8 days just to get more of it when I break it, a never ending cycle for me. Anyone who is here tonight, don't give in to anything!! If you let the door open, Satan will bury you. He buried me tonight.... Just want someone to talk to kinda losing it here.