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Post published by Nicolas Wren
I am back after a while, while I try desperately to completely forget about sissy porn it seems unachievable for more than a few month. While I have been able actually having been able to forget about it for a month I ended up relapsing in quite a spectacular fashion. During this time it seems that my addiction has mostly moved towards hardcore femdom, though the sissy porn still is present. Recently due to personal reasons I am under very serious stress and my masturbation addiction seems to have reached new highs as I still feel the need to masturbate after 6 orgasms per day. The only thing that seems to even get me hard is seeing someone getting pegged while being insulted and bound. It just makes me more and more miserable, it goes just feels wrong everytime yet I still keep on doing it, with my currently deteriorating mental health it seems that my only way to improve it by getting rid of this addiction. I have tried anything from cold showers to exercise, even going to church despite not being massively religious. All of them help me for a few days before losing their effect.
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YoungMedic
It takes a drastic life shift to overcome the addiction. A lot of what is plaguing you sounds to me like it is more mental than anything. Find things to do all hours of the day. Work out until you are so tired you pass out as soon as you lay down. The way I am combatting this is making sure I don't isolate myself in a place that I could relapse. You can do this so long as you have a plan, and stick to it.
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!mkj!
Nicolas, you mentioned going to church. I suggest just asking Jesus to help you then taking time to sit and listen to Him. "Be still, and know that I am God." Psalm 46:10
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modernstore99
Everyone goes through this. It's hard to see what your life would be without porn because that's all you know, but it's there and it can be achieved. You just need to take the first steps.
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twistedporn
I feel sorry that you are in this situation. It is hard to get pass these thoughts. However, I can say of own experience that over time these thoughts do fade away after abstaining for a longer time (I tried/still recovering for over 5 years). What helped me is to talk about it with friends (though the deepest stuff I still have not said to anyone). Know that so many guys are facing this challenge and it is rising over time, so know you are not alone in this!