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M last night, but no P. I will continue to James 5:16 here. I am reminded that Christ "learned obedience from what he suffered," Hebrews 5:8. By the grace of God, I trust that I am here for the marathon, not the sprint.
It sucks having to post about a defeat. It makes me want to hide like Adam did in the garden. But I choose to acknowledge my sin, and I hope I do so like David did before Nathan the prophet.
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Tao Jones
I am not sure I understand the reference to Hebrews 5:8 here. Maybe you can explain that further? But I am glad you reached out to confess. I hope you are checking in directly with your APs on a daily basis, too. Hiding will never get us anywhere! Shame and condemnation have no place in the disciple's life. We are greatly loved. May that love propel us to trust; may that trust propel us to live the life Christ has secured for us.
CPilot more_vert
CPilot
Satan always tempts the pure, the others are already his.
EssenceMan more_vert
EssenceMan
Tao, I'm comparing the difficulty of surrender to God on Christ's part in the Garden of Gethsemane to the difficulty of the believer in the struggle with sin. As a part of Christ didn't want to go to the cross, but He surrendered to the will of His Father, so a part of myself does not want to turn from sin, yet I surrender to the Father's will. Check out v. 7-9. Hebrews 12:4 is similar.
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EssenceMan more_vert
EssenceMan
I have brothers in Christ that I am open with and tell about my struggle. I do not have a set and formal AP. No one is interested.
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EssenceMan more_vert
EssenceMan
I don't know. Maybe I'm wrong about that. It could be that I need to go and try again. I honestly have found that the Body of Christ in the small town where I live is uninterested in addressing the porn issue generally. I'll pray for someone and touch base with my brothers and see what I can do about that. I'm willing.
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Dreyshady
I am happy to discuss and help in anyway I can. You’ll overcome this. I know we all will
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