It's crazy to think about all the hours I wasted on porn, my productivity is through the roof. Now I just get up and do the damn thing!
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It gets easier, but you have to do it everyday, that's the hard part. I feel so much better compared to a year ago.
Seems like my streak did indeed change bits of my brain. Bored right now, usually I'd fight off the urge to view porn, now I want to go out!
It's not that I feel like I lost a part of a healing process, but seeing my counter down to 5 instead of almost 40 sucks
Back to square one. At least I learned a lot from this run. I will spend the rest of the day outside and with people. 90 days on 27.11.2022!
One thing is clear, if I had not used porn blockers and filters, there is no way I wouldn't relapse right now. This is an ordeal.
I really don't want to feel, what I'm feeling now, it hurts. I used to numb myself with porn in the past, now I have to confront this.
“Mental toughness is a lifestyle.” David Goggins
One month porn free. No porn, no masturbation. 1/3 of my 90 days reboot challenge mastered. REPITITION EVERY DAY -
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