SoccerBall

Fapstronaut, Male, from northwest USA

Reset a 12 day streak, best in a while, determined to break 2 weeks this time. Upped my meds and started new job hope it helps. Jun 28, 2022

SoccerBall was last seen:: Mar 31, 2023

1. SoccerBall
  Back on day 5 is a good feeling. Had a bit of a stressful morning but it is all good in the hood
  
  Feb 15, 2022
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2. SoccerBall
  Having a good morning. Back on a 5 day streak, determined to make it to two weeks this time. New medication is helping.
  
  Feb 14, 2022
  1. MercyOverpowersAnger, Whispers, PengenBahagia and 1 other person like this.
3. SoccerBall
  We need to understand not just that shame is damaging but why it is. We are good people who are capable of making healthy choices.
  
  Feb 11, 2022
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4. SoccerBall
  After my relapse I am reassessing. I am getting medication for my anxiety and hopefully that will help.
  
  Feb 10, 2022
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5. SoccerBall
  Slipped again. Still shaking. I will break 2 weeks by February's end. I feel like I can't trust myself. I am seeing a psychiatrist tmw.
  
  Feb 10, 2022
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6. SoccerBall
  I have defined edging and all trigger seeking as a total reset. This should help me moving forward.
  
  Feb 9, 2022
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  2. Deleted Account
    Ironing out the wrinkles through insight on past failings, smart dude!
    
    Feb 9, 2022
    
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7. SoccerBall
  Got close to a slip this morning. Started edging to a p substitute on yt. Followed my prevention plan before it was too late. Could b worse.
  
  Feb 8, 2022
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  2. black_coyote
    Edging is red flag. P subs is red flag. Prevention plan is cool. No more edging or psubs. Stay strong! :)
    
    Feb 8, 2022
    
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  3. Deleted Account
    Yup, edging is terrible for me. Good work on taking control of your lower self.
    
    Feb 8, 2022
    
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8. SoccerBall
  It has been a couple of days since an update. Had a good weekend with the gf. Feeling better this morning.
  
  Feb 7, 2022
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9. SoccerBall
  Backslid even after talking to my girlfriend and manifesting that I would not. I really feel like I cannot trust myself.
  
  Feb 4, 2022
10. SoccerBall
  Can only try again to get to day 7 no M. Determined to be well on my way to two weeks no P.
  
  Feb 3, 2022
11. SoccerBall
  Relapsed with M. No P. It can be really hard to distract yourself when super horny. Will not backslide into P.
  
  Feb 3, 2022
  2. Deleted Account
    the more battles you have with yourself the more you become aware of your own tricks and when you know what you're doing to yourself is when you will build ways to subvert yourself before a fall.
    
    Feb 3, 2022
    
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12. SoccerBall
  Trying hard to avoid slips, practicing my plan for when I get strong urges
  
  Feb 3, 2022
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13. SoccerBall
  I think I can feel the power that P has over me slowly waning. Trigger seeking that would have ended me last month is resisted.
  
  Feb 3, 2022
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14. SoccerBall
  Evening now: the battle to overcome shame is the most important part of the journey. You deserve this journey! You are a good person!
  
  Feb 2, 2022
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  2. Deleted Account
    no need to shame yourself, just know you're here now doing what was right for you and your health, no shame here man, you're doing really well.
    
    Feb 2, 2022
    
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  3. PeaceOnEarth108
    I 100% agree
    
    Feb 3, 2022
    
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15. SoccerBall
  I am a good person.
  
  Feb 2, 2022
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16. SoccerBall
  Back on day 2. The days do not matter tho. I focused too much on the days in the past. Every day is a new choice.
  
  Feb 1, 2022
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17. SoccerBall
  Update: feeling bad about yesterday but the only way to break the cycle is to keep trying
  
  Jan 31, 2022
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18. SoccerBall
  I need to somehow break the cycle of abstaining for 4-5 days and then slipping and eventually binging. I will keep trying
  
  Jan 30, 2022
19. SoccerBall
  Today has been rough. Watched P multiple times. Going to enlist help from a professional as well tomorrow.
  
  Jan 30, 2022
  2. Deleted Account
    Pmo is not the issue here. Try to get away from it. Replacement activities are required. Even video games can be helpful in changing attention to different level.
    
    Jan 31, 2022
    
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20. SoccerBall
  No P but reset my M streak. Lets see how far I can get
  
  Jan 30, 2022
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