114/365. Mentally, I am not where I would like to be. I have been in that state where one thinks it not even worth it anymore.
Hey man, I don't know what to say to make you feel any better. But I definitely know this feeling, I really do. And I also know that feelings can pass. Just try to be kind to yourself until you get to a place where you can feel more positive. You're not alone in this.
In so many challenges I have been taking, I have felt exactly the same thing. The key is to just push further, ignore the feeling and just push further. It's like the saying "after rain comes sun": After it feels boring and unworthy, a fantastic feeling will follow if you resist to give in. You can do this.
Thank you. I am getting upset at myself because I feel like I am not going anywhere in life which is not true. My sleeping schedule has been terrible lately, and my entire schedule is thrown off. I need to focus on one thing at a time and let things work themselves back into harmony. I will try to focus on getting enough sleep and taking care of my health the best I can.
The Fifth One of my best days this year! Great confidence, met good people, good conversation! No guilt, no shame, little anxiety.