Count me in cause I scared myself before by almost relapsing but I'm here to stay clean and not masturbate. Also porn theme subreddits are evil
First of all thanks for your answer. Well yeah obviously you’re right, but I started my counter for PM so than it wouldn’t be a relapse, right? Honestly I won’t watch P anymore and I will try to not M as long as possible. And after “successful” intercourse I would get back to PM, I believe. And thanks again for your support mate
Relapse... Nothing is going good in my life...i feel numb.. I think i cannot achieve anything in my dumb life
I have fallen back into the PMO trap, I am restarting this challenge now and giving it all I’ve got. Day 1 starts now
Well if your goal is no PM only, then it technically wont be a relapse. but again its about what you want from this entire exercise. In any case stay at it and stay strong! All the best buddy!
Small info about myself: I am confident, not extremely but I’d say normal. I’m someone who can start a conversation. I don’t have any anxiety problems or focus problems (well about focus, maybe it’ll be even better later on). My memory to be honest changed. Not because of PMO, but my environment, the people I hang out with. I was taught to give as much information but write as less as possible. Here, everybody when they start to tell a story they’ll tell it like book so you can imagine your surroundings, feel the emotions etc. Thus the changing I believe (in a good way). What I want to achieve with PM is a normal functioning body, a body (or body parts) whose reactions should improve if you know what I mean. I want to change the shape of my brain, like PM never happened.
DAY 1 I DID IT ONCE FOR 15 DAYS BUT THEN I JUST COULDNT DO IT. SO IM STARTING AGAIN & THIS TIME IM GONNA DO IT
Totally get you man... a lot of us are on the same boat. we want to get back to the time when everything was new and exciting for us. And its great to read stories of success and struggle of different people from different backgrounds and know we have the support system to get through this.
