15 I shifted the level to no FANTASY no FETISH which is more difficult to resist than P Very deceiving mind Full of demons Hard times
Please help, I am 1 month no P. With 1 week no M then relapsed then 1 week no M then relapsed then now 4 days and for the first time in my life I feel that my penis is only for peeing. No erection, no sexual drive or desire, like i have dead penis, I don’t feel anymore that desire towards girls. Why??? Is this the monster called flatline? Any suggestion, i am feeling very weird. Thanks for help.
Welcome to flatline Never resist or manipulate urself to overcome it & force urself to ejac Be ready for post flats nymphomania That"s all in brief
It’s scary, no joke. The idea came to overcome it and do M to check myself but I refused. I will not do any PMO. Let’s take its time. Thanks for your support
Don"t panic It"s very normal Ur brain is exhausted & really need some rest Be very cautious not to be deceived to force urself to M, it become very rough & need extra effort, don"t worry u r fine Also put in ur mind that after flatline vanishes, there"s sever urge like hell U become like zombie want to f.. K anything Relax & get benefit from this period Take it as a gift from heaven to start new powerful no PMO trial Good luck....
5/90! So I started off on Monday and I've been in flatline since. I mentally strained myself to pursue this once and for all. I went to the mall yesterday and alas, it was as if I was conjured to look at women outside my safe zone. Now I'm all for beauty and pleasantry to the eyes, but it all felt like a damn test! This one girl in particular, as if she came out from my fantasy. Hardest and proudest moment went I told myself "don't look twice" and actually listened. I got a semi but mentally strenghtened myself to not get it up. At first flatlining seems scary, but I believe it will help me in the long run. All I did was repeat "I am proud of you for getting this far" over and over again. Stay strong fapstronauts. I am proud of you all.
It is indeed. But what happened to me is not a relapse but a reset. I watched P once, after a 147 days streak, but it happened only once so it is not as if I turned back to my old habits. The thing is I was going through something difficult so some urges came back. Nothing as strong as at the beginning and I could have handled it but I let myself slowly have more and more P thoughts. At some point it was to hard to resist. Also, I thought that those things were behind me but obviously it wasn't true. It made me too confident and it was a mistake. But don't worry I'm much better now than at the beginning about 2 years ago . It's just that I haven't quit forever yet but I will and so do you !
Started Challenges August 21, 2019 Longest streak 147 days Current Challenge 9/90 no PMO -> 10% done ! busy day alone at home. It was perhaps a bit dangerous to stay alone with my laptop but in the end it was fine. Absolutely no urge Habit made: cold shower Habits to make: -wake up early -schedule the day -pray my chaplet
6/90 I try to be aware of my triggers. Listening porn free radio podcast help me a lot. I'm going out for a weekend, see you on Tuesday
Day 16 Completed! Very tough day but made it through. Can't let my guard down. I have to stay focused. Almost 3 weeks. Lets keep on going people! Remember: it never ends with just peeking before you know it you're on a 3 day binge. Yes one time will not hurt but it will not be just one time before you know it 3 years have past. This current streak we are on has to be it! See you all tomorrow.
