Fell into old habits during the weekend. I know where my weaknesses are. New week, new chances. Lets gooo!!
Day 35/90. Feeling good about my streak so far but another problem seems to be surfacing. I’m so fast to get angry. Need to get back to consistent meditation.
Hello Guys...some months ago I finished 90 days challenge during lockdown..there were no other stresses during that time so I was able to finish that challenge. But after that challenge I was excited to take new challenges and it was big one for me..I am addicted to watching YouTube and movies and videos. When stress is out of my power I watch YouTube and forgot everything other about my life and at that time I was not able to think clearly and I relapsed back to porn. Now I’m starting my journey back but at this time I’m taking both my bad habits together.During this 90 days I will not only stop watching porn but also YouTube and movies. You guys will be thinking how YouTube and movies are bad. For me it was this laziness habit leads to that porn habit. During first time I was alone on that challenge but I think this time I will need support to fight this both bad habits. I will try to write daily about progress. PS. I’m medical student and future doctor and it’s so important for me that I fight this bad habits and get that time and invest in studies. Hope for your support. Thank you.
Finally reached one day of PMO free after 4 consecutive days of failure: 1/90 I'm back and lets goooooo
Dunno if I should Reset but probably yes. GF played with me for a bit and then left me to go into work meetings. So I decided to finish it myself - no porn or anything, was just really aroused. Anyway, need to be honest to my commitment. Day 0 I guess.
