Take all the knowledge you have earned in your journey through the wormhole and convert it into reaching beyond! Nothing’s changed. You have to be more careful. That’s it. Keep STRONG people!
Checking-in Day-11. I will not PMO today as well and not go to the toilet unneccesarily. Have been really busy and pursuing my music instrument hobby.
This is just a set back. Don't be hard on yourself. Identify the triggers and avoid those. You will be a better person tomorrow.
I need that thanks bro Thanks man was just so wound up as I didn't really even want to relapse it was really strange I watched a video from scandanavian Bob who said sometimes these relapse come between 14 and 40 days makes sense we just get depressed and give up. I won't be doing that again I am back on track.
This saved me last night. I was alone for the first time in my current streak with my laptop. And I felt the blood rush and urges to look at p come. When I thought about it though, I realised that I was actually not interested in any p yet my body was reacting to the trigger of being alone with internet, and pushing me to look. So yeah, the addiction pushes even when you persoanlly have no interest to pmo as long as you are putting yourself in a vulnerable spot. I think in the long run identifying and getting rid of triggers helps to deal with urges a lot.
Interesting!!!! Strange Anomaly, team has been sent for a thorough investigation. Reports to be prepared before you Catch the Drone.
———Mission Log——— I have hacked the drone frequency and I have brought it down.. Today was fine, except for a re-emergence of a few memories, which I was able to snap out of. I need to stay Calm and Composed now If I want to become an Astronaut . Stay aware, stay Strong! Don’t go gentle into that Good Night. @thinking_differently Signing off.
After a whole week of being a member of NoFap, today I relapsed and now I am feeling guilty, I don't know what took over my mind at that time. Although I didn't watch porn but still I masturbated to a porn substitute. This fapping habit has brought me huge losses in my studies and my concentration level. Don't know what to do coz earlier I was a good student. @hoping_cannon please downgrade me to day 0. I will try my best this time and with even stronger will power.
Sorry to hear this. Well... you're absolutely right, it also downgrades my studies while I was in school. That time I didn't have any idea that PMO is ruining my life... thought I'm not capable enough to understand the concepts. I found this community when I started to attend college. You're in safe hands now. You identified the issue much earlier than most of the members here. Fight back always! Good luck!
Day 9/10 Drone Catcher. Had strong urges, cannot control. By the time PMO takes control of my body.... I thought I don't wanna ruin my 8 day streak which I struggled to get here after some years of fights. My will power as a weapon defeated the urges. Glad that I'm here and moving forward to Find the Co coordinates.
You’re progress isn’t lost. Get started immediately. Nothing’s changed except that you must now be more careful. You’ve got a reason to not Waste your time and seed : You need the energy and Sharpness to Study. So don’t Fap. You wanna get better? Don’t fap. That’s your Motivation. Motivation is not enough, Stay away from PMO. Don’t try to be in a risky situation. If you get into one, know how to get out of it!