Oh …I failed again, I’m so disappointed. I’ve beaten the erotic thoughts in my mind over and over again in the past 7 days, but I failed to control myself this afternoon. Just a moment ago I masturbated, terrible. But I cannot give up, now it’s a new start. Day 0
Six days. No temptations. Oh I met socially with some of my high school alums and enjoyed that. Was TOTALLY honest with them about my social situation ( No talk of giving up PMO, just my lack of relationships.) They were kind.