I will try .. Spoiler: * Possibly triggering text ! * hope Jordan Carver will not affect me with her tits -_-
I had gone 10 days of nofap. Then reset, again 2-3 days , again reset.! Now again on Day 0. Now I will read more about rebooting and ill effects of these sins on my life. We all must fight against it. We should win. We will win.!!!
Day 0 again. Relapsed on day 58, because I started taking it too easy on myself—sleeping in, binge eating, wasting too much time on the Internet, especially YouTube, and, overall, being a lazy piece of shit, that doesn't get almost anything done. Haven't had any real urges for a few weeks, so I was sure that I got it now and that I will finally get to triple digits, but today, the temptation hit me real hard and I just haven't had enough will power to resist. So, from now on—I'm getting up at 5 a.m. or earlier everyday, cooking healthy meals, limiting screen time as much as possible and getting shit done no matter what. I'm done with flushing my streaks down the toilet. 2020 is the year of change. Good luck to everyone and sorry for so many words.
Check in day 49/60 furthest I've ever gotten, looking forward to reaching this goal! Keep going everybody
Day 1 and 2 was good, I spent most of the time outside home. Few times I got some thoughts, however I managed to stay clean from God's grace.